I ❤ My Life.

I changed my blog!!

2010-05-08T19:13:00.000+08:00

I changed my blog to;

http://enthrallingmemories.wordpress.com/

Relink please... :]
Thanks.

2010-04-02T20:03:00.000+08:00

Shagged week... No energy for other activities. *Sigh*

Really not a nice day for me.

2010-03-19T23:08:00.001+08:00

No matter how many tears i've shed, it's pointless.
Today is really not a very good day for me.. Until i went out with Josephine and Yongxin... ♥♥♥

Sometimes, maybe the person who's saying doesnt realize, simple words can really hurts..

Hardship.. :(

2010-03-02T18:49:00.000+08:00

Nowadays i am getting more & more busy...
Only when i start working then i know, money doesnt comes easy.
Yes, indeed, allowance from parents is easy to get. Just have to reach out your hand and the money will be in your hands.
buttt now, i have to work 8 -9 hours a day , 5 days a week , for a Month then the money will come to me..
Seriously... i should be glad that all i have to do now is to iron my clothes after work only...Not like any housewives who are working out there, after work they still have to work for their family... Just like my mum... So... I really salute her. To be able to withstand all this difficulties or in fact, challenges. *bowww to them*

anddd. Like i said before, i am so gonna work hard towards my goal. Although working towards it is not an easy route, but at least, i am doing it with my own capabilities. So now, i'll need to endure.
ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE. Believe in myself. I can do it. :]

FINALLY THIS TEDIOUS WEEK HAS PASSED!

2010-02-26T17:58:00.003+08:00

*Yipee* Finally tomorrow is Saturday...
This week is full of surprises, scolding and learning.
One thing to be happy about is that the number of happy things happening is MORE than the number of bad things. (Y)

I'll forget about those badddd things~ :]
Something that kept me elated is something regarding my work.
i'll soon be able to progress onto the next stage. :D
Learning something new.& i am glad that today i never get scolded or done anything wrong...(So far...) *Clappps*
All i hoped for is to be able to maintain my standard... :]

Okay... This week... Even though there's some things that worries me... I am still glad that everything has come to an end. I have been rather emotional recently.. I 've tried my best to forget about it and focus on my work.. Thank god i have made it. :]

I think. In the end, instead of vexing for my friend, i rather let ___ experience him/herself. Deep within me, i'll know that after ___ have tried it, ___ will know for sure what he/she really wants. All i can do now, is to be there for him/her. To give ___ all the support that he/she needs.

Lastly...
*God Bless* Everyone around me and their loved ones, will be safe and sound, happy, healthy, lucky, and if they are unwell, recover sooon! :]

What's my future?..

2010-02-18T21:17:00.000+08:00

Foul mood...Thoughts keep running in my mind...Now, all i know is, sad to say, i am not gonna be staying in my current career for long term.

After working for a long day, i am not feeling satisfied, neither am i feeling happy that i accomplished something or i help someone in one way or another. This is just a job to me. Just like what XL had said before. It's just a work routine. I go to work, busy working, sometimes patient never even say "Thanks" to me, then i go home, and rest. That's it. The next day, same routine. It can definitely keep me occupied for a SHORT period of time. Not long.

Other than that, i really really cannot stand some people there... Even though i told myself not to think too much, i cant help but keep thinking about it. Some staff there are seriously fakers. They can smile very sweetly in front of me, and when i am not around, they can just give me a stab behind. Like what YX say, some people can just 借刀杀人. They don't need to be spreading message to mislead others, they can easily make some other people spread the message for them unconsciously. End up, i won't even know who's that bloody hell person harming me.

Sighh..

May god bless.

Money matters.

2010-02-09T23:31:00.005+08:00

Today, went out with Josephine.! :D

Went to SNB for registration, then we went to eat at subway... After which, Josephine followed me to Recruit Express for signing the contract and to collect my uniform. We shop awhile at Orchard after everything is done. Josephine wanna buy donut, so we went to one of the donut shop at Orchard ion. We face some communication problems with the staffs...Cause she 's not a local. i am not trying to be racist, but, she really cant understand what we are trying to say, and her attitude sux. I know, this type of staffs are just a minority. So, it's okay... *sighhh* Overall, today's a busy yet enjoyable day.

.::Thoughts::.

Hmm...

I really dunno what i really wants for my future.. Somehow, i think my study plan will be pull over... After i heard what my dad said last night. He has got plans to quit his current job, because of some problems he faced in the company... He asking his friends for news of recruitments and stuffs... He told mummy that i'll be working soon, so... Once i work, they will be more relax... At least there's one more hand in helping the family's income... So on...

Now i am quite discourage to carry on being a student... I rather help with the household income than to carry on studying and waste money... As for now, i'll work first. If there's a chance of me to further study... then i 'll see how.

*Pray*

May god bless my family and me to be happy.♥

2010-02-06T23:35:00.000+08:00

As a christian, they always have 3 things in their mind.
J-O-Y.
Always put Jesus in the first place, and Others before Yourself.

This thing keep repeating it my mind... ...

Pronounciation

2010-02-05T19:20:00.000+08:00

Recently, me and Xueli discover that some words we (didn't) pronounce it correctly... :X

Such as,

Believe
Genting
Singapore

...

So on... i just pick up a few... LOL..

How do u all pronounce the words above?

haha... So, wanna know if you guys are making the same mistake? :D

Let's see...

...

1. Believe

I usually pronounce as [Bi- leev]

In actual fact, it's being pronounce as [Ber- leev]

2. Genting

Me and Xueli say it's [Gent- ting]

and i thought we are right...

When i went online to check, it's not.. :(

They say it's [Gern- ting]...

T_T

3. Singapore

Walau eh... My own country leh... :X

We say it's [Sing- ga- pore]

in actual fact, it's [Sing- ge- pore] or [Sing- ga- pore]

Both also can... That's what i heard in the website. (Y)

hahahaha... okay... That's fun. Will add on if i found out something new. ;D

Graduation.

2010-02-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

Graduation ceremony today is wonderful. Enjoyed myself to the max. :D

Finally, after 2 years of hard work and perseverance, all of us have finally made it to the end.
Really hope that everyone will be able to work towards their goal in life. Whether or not u are going to continue the path of being a nurse, Never to forget that, always do things that you are interested in.

Will definitely miss all my friends.♥

Waiting

2010-01-27T00:46:00.000+08:00

Change will not come if we wait for some other person or some other time. We are the ones we've been waiting for. We are the change that we seek.

I am looking for this book.

2010-01-24T14:14:00.000+08:00

I am looking for this book named "The Thirteenth Tale" By Diane Setterfield.

If u guys chance upon it, or know where i can get this book...

Inform me please. :]

I really searched high and low for it, but in vain.. :(

Thanks in advance. :D

Pain

2010-01-23T18:43:00.002+08:00

Period pain is really killing me... Why only girls have period... Guys should have also! Let them experience the pain. *hmmp*

I found a herbal soup online... To Relieve Menstruation Cramps, Ensure Period Regularity, Nourish Blood & Smoothen The Cycle.

There's many information to take note, so... If interested, go to this website and take a look.

http://happyhomemaker88.wordpress.com/2009/12/26/remedies-to-relieve-menstruation-cramps-nourish-blood-arthritic-pains/

Take care girls ... :]

Sleepless

2010-01-22T01:49:00.000+08:00

As night falls, the day has ended. Again.

Today was a really happy one.

Throughout my whole holiday,

I have been going out with my friends...

Of course, i enjoyed every single outing i had with my friends.

However, today was the best day i ever had ever since my holiday started...

The reason is, my Mum is not working today! :D

She quited the job that she had, and she's moving on to another job. With a better location. She's not going to start work straight after she quit.

She 's going to enjoy until New Year ends.

Which means, i will have a companion at home with me since tomorrow onwards!

I will wake up and see her in the house every morning, we can have breakfast together, and enjoy our day together. (Y) *clap clap claps*

Today i went out with her, done some shopping, whole day was filled with fun, laughter and hugs. :] I really really really missed those times that i skipped school and went out with her for shopping... :X (School gals and boys... Dont learn from me ah...Bad example. :P) I still remember that day when i skipped school, the teacher called my house for a spot check. Hehe.. My mum picked up the phone and told the teacher that i was sick and had just taken the med, was sleeping still.. LOL.. In fact, i was just at the side, me and mummy was all dressed up. Once mummy hangs the phone, she said:" Let's gooo! Shopping lorh!" hahaha... We are really enjoying that time... haha...

Now, all became memories that's valuable to me.

Now all i hoped for was, my family members will all be healthier and wealthier.(Y)

♥ Mummy

2010-01-21T19:30:00.003+08:00

" A dutiful mother is someone who follows every step her child makes."

" A good mother is someone whose child wants to follow her."

and i am certain that my mum is a good mother. ♥♥♥

❛ A father may turn his back on his child, brothers and sisters may become inveterate enemies, husbands may desert their wives, wives their husbands. But a mother's love endures through all. ~Washington Irving ❜

Wonder...

2010-01-21T17:22:00.003+08:00

LOL

Daydream

2010-01-20T22:32:00.000+08:00

I kept my mind wondering...

and i fix my eyes on something...

Most of the time,

a person.

in which i never even realise who i am looking at

and, always the wrong person. :X

Alone.

2010-01-19T23:00:00.000+08:00

Being the only child.

The advantages; There's no one to divide the love of your parents with you.

You can have all their love, care and concern.

(Provided that they have enough time to shower you with all their love, care, and concern. If not, you will be all by yourself. Alone.)

You will also have your own bedroom.

Only child are mostly lavished with attentions.(and spoiled)

What you have wished for will mostly be granted.Cos you are their one and only.

You will learn more from them, cos you are the only one that they will pass down the skills to.

Most of the only child are Independent.

Won't have to worry about quarreling with the siblings. Cos there's non to quarrel with.

...

The disadvantages; Parents will pinned down all their expectations on you. They will hope that u are better than the others.

'Normal' things like, paying tax, making some applications, reading documents, doing houseworks, fixing the gadget... so on, they will expect you to know. Mostly documentations, they will hope that you know how to handle and understand. Cos, you have studied so much.

There's no playmate at home. Can only play with the computer..

When u have something personal to share that's not to be shared with your parents, u have no siblings to share with.Only friends.:]

They will expect you to spend more time at home or with them. (Is both an advantage and disadvantage.)

Of course, there are more pro's and con's of being a only child... This is just a small part of it...

...

Being a only child myself, I enjoy being an only child, at the same time, there are some disadvantages that i don't really like.. :(

I will hope that next time, (if i am married) my child would have siblings. :]

Children will not remember you for the material things you provided but for the feeling that you cherished them.

Those Three Words.

2010-01-18T19:06:00.001+08:00

"When you showed someone how you felt, it was fresh and honest.
When you told someone how you felt, there might be nothing behind the words but habit or expectations.
Those three words were what everyone used; simple syllabus couldn't contain something as rare as what i felt for him."

- From the book, Handle with Care by Jodi Picoult.

Baking time.

2010-01-18T13:46:00.001+08:00

Yeaaaa... Baking cookies today!
I know the cookies above look so hideous... :X Sorry la... First try mah...
Even though there's no one at home to help me..
I create a mess in the kitchen,(i am done with cleaning up.)
The 1st batch was burnt...
The timing on the recipe is too long...
All this have to be a trial and error.
The subsequent cookies looks funny,but tasty.
First time making cookies on my own...
Quite nervous at first,
and everything i do seems wrong.
The reason is, i am still not confident enough.
I believe, as time goes by,
i will be better. (Y)
New Year is coming! Bake more cookies!!

P.s, Now, i 'll wait for mummi to knock off from work and give my cookies a rating. (Y)
Lovely monday.

Mistakes

2010-01-18T01:27:00.000+08:00

People make mistakes,

and they'll correct it and learnt from it.

There are many people who 'll hurt you in life,

Intentionally or Unintentionally

Whatever reason it is,

Even thou you will feel miserable,

Don't forget that you will be the one who'll benefit in the end.

Cause,

Everytime someone hurts you,

U 'll turn out to be more mature.

and u will learnt something from it.

The most important thing is to stand up after each fall.

There are people out there who is never growing up in their maturity,

maybe because...

They haven't get hurt or failed something in their life yet.

Which is im(possible),

At my age. :X

Sometimes, we'll have to leave our shelter.

To learn and experience more.

Changes and Surprises

2010-01-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

Changes for the better.

Surprises is never enough. ☺

Attachment mates gathering. :D 281209

2009-12-28T23:13:00.000+08:00

Today we had a gathering at Ms thiong's place...

Enjoyed myself a lot...

We had loads of fun,

We do silly stuffs, jokes and of course, not to forget, the nice foooods... :D

Then... Spending time with each others, taking photos...

We really spend our time to the fullest...

When we 're enjoying, time passes by so fast.. :/

Missss all of them. :]

AH0801 Rawks. :]

My mind is in a whirl

2009-12-23T01:11:00.000+08:00

Daddy's Birthday is coming... I have got so many things in mind...
I feel like... Hugging him...
Frankly speaking,
I have never hug him... Ever since my memories of childhood started (自从我有记忆以来）.
I dunno why but i am really worried about him recently...
I can see from his face that there are more wrinkles, and some strains of white hair growing on his hair...
I hate to admit... but i really think that he's growing older..
and i wanna help him share his burden also.
I don't want to be a burden to him.
I want to help the family financially also.
I want to be able to support them, and let them lead a good life.
All these reason makes me more determine to enter the world of working adults..
Rather than continue studying...
I am not sure whether i have made the right choice in other people's perspective,
and i don't care.
As long as i am sure that, what i have done is right, i 'll stand upright.
So now,
I 'll walk towards my goal, and seriously... there's no turning back.
So, i will not look back. I will only look forward to what 2010 will brings me..
Be it challenge, or reward.
I 'll take both. :]

Okay.. It's getting late....
I will go to my lala-land...~
Byyeeee~~

I know i shouldn't be feeling this way...

2009-12-19T21:29:00.002+08:00

Went to this shop that sells crystals and some other rare gems with my family...

We stayed there for quite long... arnd 2-3 hours... Chit chatting and also looking arnd...

After that, the shopkeeper's son came.

Initially i don't really care about him, cos i dun even know him...

But, after awhile,

he chat with us, and he asked me what am i studying as,

As usual, i would say, nursing. However, he continue asking which institude i am from...

I really really feel... Embarrassed.

I know I SHOULDN'T!

Maybe is becos of the way he asked..

He's from NUS...

University student!...

I got the sudden urge to go furthur studies...

but, i know, at the end of the day, i wont. Cos i am not the "Academic type".

Gosh... I hate myself...

Just becos i am from ITE... Relatives are looking down on me...

Even if i am from Nursing. Who cares what course i am from... When i say ITE, they will go speechless...

but... what can i do?

I can only stand aside and feel ashamed of myself. For not being a smart alek..

Finally. My dad is not mad at me anymore.

2009-11-27T18:18:00.001+08:00

After 2 day of cold war with my dad, he finally talk to me as per normal...

Until now, i still don't understand why he is angry with me for the past 3 days...
Maybe i was too insensitive...
Maybe i dint care for him enough...
Maybe i did things that made him disappointed.

Or... I was thinking too much...
I really dunnno...

Whatever it is... i really really cherish everyday i had with him...
Now... I had to start kicking off the habit of using computer everyday!

I hate to do so, but i have to.

Now i am glad... Glad that he is no longer angry with me anymore...
It's a torture when;
he totally ignores me...
When i talk to him, he never replies... i ask him something, he pretends not to hear anything.. When i approach him, he walks away.. During meal times, nobody talks...
I really really dread and hate it when i am in this situation...

Pray hard that those days were over and never come back to me for goodness sake.

Friends Or Foe

2009-11-24T21:12:00.002+08:00

Frankly speaking... Sometimes i have no idea who to trust and who not to trust...
When i have decided to trust this person, i will really trust him/her... Until they break my trust in them..
There's this person that makes me so... Pissed off today... I really really trust 'that person' .
Let 's name that person... 'B'
B could have been my besties... but what B had done makes me lose trust in B... All i could see is...how cunning B could be in order to get the results that B wants...
Yizhen always say that i am too naive... Too naive to believe that people around me have no other intentions when making friends... and also, too naive to believe that; best friends won't harm best friends...
Before today, i still dunno what she meant. now, i know... and i totally agrees with her.
In conclusion.. all i can say is,
I am too naive.

I forget to add on!!!
This year... I really enjoy my birthday... Thanks all my friends for celebrating with me...
I really have a lot a lot of fun on that day. I really enjoy myself. :D
If u guys never celebrate with me... My 18th b'day would have passed like any other normal days... U guys really made my day. :] <3
Thanks a lot...
I will never ever forget that day.
Cos...
It's my very very first time celebrating with my friends...
So...
I wont forget... :]
ThankQ!.... Really. ^__^
For making that day such a memorable one. :]

First day of attachment.

2009-10-12T23:28:00.000+08:00

Work was fun today! LOL..

My shift for this week...
Mon - Afternn Shift
Tue - Afternn ''
Wed - Afternn "
Thur - Morning "
Fri - Morning ''

Okay!~~ Good Luck and all the best guys! :]

Attachment starts Tomorrow~!

2009-10-11T17:36:00.000+08:00

Attachment starts tomorrow... I wonder what will happen... Will it be good or bad?

Whatever it is, I 'll be anticipating for tomorrow's arrival..

Pray hard that everything will be ok.. :]

Counting Down to attachment.

2009-10-07T13:48:00.000+08:00

Left 4 more days to enjoy!
I will make sure that i really play hard.
Fooling around, stay up late at night, whatsoever~~
I'll play like there's no tomorrow.
Once my attachment starts, i'll hope to put in my 100% effort.
No more fooling around, no more playing..
So.! Let me be crazy for the last time. Okay..?
So, even if all the happy moments that god gave to me during these period will end once my attachment starts,
I'll have no regrets. Cos everything is in my mind.
*Huggies* to all my friends.....will Miss Ya load load loads.. :]

Finally..Holiday coming to an end.

2009-10-05T23:50:00.000+08:00

Finally!~ Left one more week.. Eh...
No, should be 6 more days. 6 MORE DAYS TO ATTACHMENT STARTS!
haha!... I'm anticipating for attachment to start... Dunno why...
Sigh.. Hope starting attachment would be the right choice.
At least it would put an end to all my crazy thoughts..
Once attachment starts, i'll be so bz that i forget all those irritating thoughts. :]
Life would be, Working, sleep, working, sleep....
Good good...
hahaha...
Haix...
Today is really like sitting on a roller coaster...
The beginning part of the day was boring... Then, as afternoon approached, it started to get funnier...
Then, in the evening, i was laughing so madly...!
haha,
And now,
everything cool down...
Like i 've said,
I don't mind even if all the happy moments only lasted for a day... At least, i have got wonderful memories. :]
Now, i was just wondering, how's YZ.. Hmm...
and how... I could make things better?
Everytime i wanna make things better, it could only get worst...
So, might as well i give up trying.
Let nature take it's course. :]
hehe... Yeah yeah yeah...
I need time alone..
And tml will be the day! :]
Hope it will be a wonderful day. :] ~~~

Thoughts. :]

2009-10-01T00:18:00.006+08:00

Today.... I will be ranting... ... ... ... ... Not interested don't read on kaes.. :] Thanks.

Last time.. I admit i had a liking for him.. But, as time goes by, I realise that we share different thoughts...Sometimes, what i am thinking, he will be thinking of it as well...But, what i mean by thoughts is our moral values, and also, how we sees things...
I slowly starts to give up on him.. But , no matter how hard i tried, all my hard work goes down the drain.. I will be flooded with thoughts of him... Whenever i chat with him.. My liking for him comes back to me again... Sigh.. I am such a failure...
*That's in the past!*

Until recently, then i really lose all my affections towards him... I think... I dont really suits to be in a relationship.. I should be like Yizhen. Think of money matters.. and mature more... Stop being so naive. Yea... Money is the best! Guys can't really be trusted... Right? Guys can only be admire, and friends. Only your career and money will be of utmost importance to survive in the society.
(Am i trying to hypnotise myself?... Wahahaha....Since when i became so pathetic... -.-!)

Hmm... Anyway, I don't mind just being friends with him...We can be the best friend, or...Maybe, One day, he'll find me to be useless, and starts to get sick and tired of me, then... He will kick me out.
I don't care. What matter most, is now. At least i have this sweet memories. :]
I don't really knows which part of him is attractive... Neither do i know why he has such a charm.. That all girls will come ~~sucking up~~ to him... Maybe... I don't know..
haha.. Hey! My friends, have you all wonder, what traits of your lover makes you fall in love with him or her?

haha random question..

Whatever it is.. I guess i have put down all my excess baggage...
Everything i'll let it come and go naturally... :D
No worries....

Worries... Only Tomorrowww!
My results coming out... :/ Dun think it's good..
I will check at night....
Go out 1st..
haha...
GOOD LUCKS NURSING GIRLS!! :]]

HoT HoT HoT...

2009-09-27T14:45:00.000+08:00

The weather is scorching hot...
Craving for ice- creams.... :P

Vexed.

2009-09-26T22:03:00.003+08:00

I am feeling so vexed now... and I really realised that...
When someone is in a bad mood, no point making her happy. It's better to let her ventilate. No point making her happy but in her heart, she's never happy. it ll be faking a smile. What's the point of doing so... making her happy.. ya.. u MAKE HER HAPPY.but, is she truely happy? Or just faking a smile to reassure you?

Argh....

I really really dunno what i can do to make my parents satisified... My results is not good. I know.
Just because of that, whatever i tell 'em will be in doubt. I can never get their trust. Never.
I really have no idea of how to win back their trust.
Haix...

~~So... Anyone out there know how to submit a form for income tax, named "Form B1"~~
~~Pls contact me. I want to know.~~
Thanks in adv. :]

期待

2009-09-26T13:02:00.000+08:00

期待越高，失望越大。。。

如果真的是这样的话，你还会期待下去吗？

终究不会成功，期待下去也没有用。

Hate the darkness in my room now... When will the renovation end... : /

Sleepy... Why?..

2009-09-25T23:15:00.001+08:00

Recently i 've been feeling sleepy.. What 's the problem with me... Hmm.. : /
Is it because of the horror movie every night?!..
Goshx... :X
Sianz..
Holiday almost everyday play cabal... I am addicted to it... :X
haha...( All thanks to Derance.. For introducing this game to me... LOL... Make me addicted...)

Today, I went out with YZ... haha.. Go with her to see a doctor.. We went out earlier...
But!~ Because it's out first time going there, We alight too early!..
With the help of some residence there.. All those nice uncles and aunties... :]
We managed to get there in time.... -.-!
*phew*
What a relieve... wahaha...
Sweat a lot..... :S

After going to see doctor with her, we took cab to vivo... and the taxi driver cheat our money... He took the longer route...We are Pissed off with him but there's nothing we could do... What to do leh...Uncle need to earn a living... Now money is of superior to people living in this materialistic world... Buying things need money, but, not everything in this world can be bought with money.

After which we went back to WCP... and we mark the end of our journey...
....
....
A very short outing day...
Cos both of us are tired... and YZ is not feeling well at that time... :/

1st Oct. Results will be out. All the best gals. :]

P.s.I have got this feeling that i am talking crap in this post... haha... Sorry guys..

Wonders...

2009-09-21T11:34:00.004+08:00

Hi guys! I am back to blogging!! haha.. I cant remember how long i haven't blog... :X hehe.. But... I guess at least a couple of months.. Whatever it is, I will blog today! :]

Hmmmmm....... All these while, I have been enjoying my holidays... :D Going shopping, online games, chatting with friends, and contacting with "long lost- friends"... So on... Life has been quite.. enjoyable i would say...haha... Relaxing pace.. With no one there to chase you for date lines, due dates, whatsoever... Cos it's finally my time to enjoy!~ haha..

What has happened, be it good or bad, doesnt really matters. As long as i am elated with the outcome, all my hardwork will be worthwhile. :]

Nowww... I am almost graduating. One last lap. :]
hehe.. My in campus is already over. and now.. my last attachment.
After all these i'll be a nurse...
Hmmm.. Still sounds a little impossible.. a nurse eh.. Serious or nt.. =.=
haha... Maybe.. I will still go for other course.. and... have more experience ba... see how first.... :]
hmmmmmm.................................... Miss my friend...... :/

The world has changed..

2009-07-26T01:59:00.002+08:00

Hm.. I have not blog for quite awhile...... Paiseh ah... :P
Now.. I am waiting for the toilet... My dad's still using.. :/ Now...(Timecheck) Is 2am...
and my parents and i had just finished watching tv and stuffs.. wohooo~
So late sia..
I think only minority will be like me and my family.. So late still havnt sleep..
Ok..
let me talk abt things that happened today..(Brief summarize)
Ermmm.. Basically, In the morning, i went to Jurong library with JC..
Then, actually went there to study.. but in the end, he went there to play with his NDSi and studied ONE chapter of his notes..
As for me..haha.. Not anywhere better..:P Only manage to study 2 topics..haha.. Cos mostly chatting.. :p
Anyway, I think he is addicted to the Chee chiong fan at my hse here.. hahaha...
Ya!~ I gt nice food here..LOL..
Ok... that's for morning,..
After shopping with him,i went home, shower, sleep awhile.. Then went out with mummy.. :] Bought loads of stuffs...
and.. Reach home arnd 9 plus..:]
haha... Relaxing life.. :P
Hmm.. once i think of Monday i'll be having my napha test i feel so sick and tired... :/ Dun like 2.4... haix.. Nvm.. Last time having. YunFang! Bear with it.. :]

Tiring and Beneficial day...

2009-07-18T17:04:00.002+08:00

Went out with YZ today.. Walk from west coast to Commonwealth and back.. Really tired... But i think, we lose weight... (^__^)V haha...

Our picnic today turns out to be at the study corner... hahaha.. Because of the hot weather..... :/

had loads of fun today..

and!! I bought a Korean Kim Chi.... Wooo.. Damn nice... :P

Wow.. 另眼相看..

2009-07-17T19:13:00.002+08:00

Hello guys!! :D Paiseh ah... So Long nvr blog.. :P
Anyway, today is really a long day.. Phew.......
Nt elaborating too much on today's sch life, I will proceed to what happen after sch.. :]
After sch... We saw the nice side of Ms Pearl.. haha.. She went all the way to look for a pants for 'someone' (Nt mentioning who.. :X ) and.. we realised that she is nt bad after alll...
However... Her nagging turns me off... ~.~
and... sometimes she have the sacarstism that makes me feel... Quite irritated...
haix.. Anyway, after all these happen, i went home.. Have a shower... and went off to meet YZ..
She came to a bread shop near my house to buy her bread..
haha.. She is really hungry... I can see her eating and eating.. :D
Ok... after accompany her to eat, went back home, and i am now blogging here.. :]

I cant wait to go picnic tml.........:D just hope that there will be seats for us..... :D
and now.. I crave for cup noodle.....:P

My first week in school. 2.2.

2009-07-10T20:27:00.003+08:00

My first week in sch is a disaster..Gt a teacher which is.. Irritating... and hard to bond...
Something that makes me dissapointed is, we are already quiet enough...(Cos her lesson is very very extremely boring..) and somemore she can say we re the noisest among the class that she teach..
:S .. I don't like her...
She is only seeing us for 3 days if i am nt wrong..
and she is our C.A.. 'A' my ass.. :p
Dun even feel excited or happy going for her lesson..
haix...
Maybe.. MAYBE.. I will like her as i go along.... :/
whatever it is, school is still the same.. Enjoyable.. :D
After sch today i went out alone.. to Jurong East Popular...
^-^ i enjoy being alone...when i am feeling down or stressed up...:]
Almost cannt go... Cos my dad came back.. When i say i am going out, he nagged and ask me to go on Saturday.. But.. Saturday i got outing... :/ anyway i manage to persuade him... :D I went.. and...i really feel so much... relieved.... :]

and... There seems to be more and more problem... Friends arnd me are having some problem...and when i heard from them.. The more i knw, the more that i think tat i am really really blessed to be in a family with parent that i love and parent that love me.. but... every family has its own problem... 家家有本难念的经... I really don't wish to see my friends going into all these misery by themselves.. They share with me their problem but.. it seems that i can only be their listening ear.. I cant help them..after complaining so much to me, his last sentence was,
" U won't understand what I have went through.."
and in my heart i thought.. I would understand... Cos i have went through all these too..
The only thing is, my parent nvr quarrel as much as his..
but..
I can really understand how he felt..
but.. ...
Forget it..

Hmmm.... tml maybe going swimming... :D hehe... Maybe sleeping until i wake up automatically.. :]
Until the Sun shine on my butt.. :D
Yippeee...

Time Fliesss...

2009-07-03T12:11:00.002+08:00

Haix.. In a swift, holiday is going to end...:/
Enjoy myself alot.. :D
I really hope to have one more week of holiday.. :]
But i knw is impossible!
hmm...
Soo many things i have yet to buy..
Sad...
Hmm....
I want MORE MORE MORE Holiday(ssssssss)!
haha..
haix...................

Caterpillar turned into a Butterfly..

2009-07-02T19:00:00.001+08:00

Butterfly...:]

Being a female is troublesome..

2009-06-27T22:24:00.006+08:00

Why does gals have to endure soo much pain?..
and guys wont understand..

Shld let guys have menses.. Then they knw how it feels like.. o_O

Haix.. Watever it is, i realllyy enjoy myself today~

Hope we can go again~ :p hehe..

I feel so unfair

2009-06-25T21:58:00.002+08:00

Why everytime last day of attachment I afternoon?..
So unfair..
:[
hmm.. Unhappy..
Don't feel like going..
At least if i take MC and replace i will get morning..
Haha..
I wont do so..
If i do so...
I 'll be too stupid..

Suspect of H1N1..... haha.. Not me larh..:p Touchwood

2009-06-22T16:08:00.006+08:00

Today, Everyone of us have to wear the surgical mask.. Cos, One of the staff in my team is suspected of having H1N1..hmmm...
She went oversea, just came back, and she gt s/s of H1N1. O.O
So, she is being sent home immediately.
Whether or nt she is being quarantine... I am nt sure..
but one thing i am sure is, the hospital has already taken all the precaution measures.
So.. No worries~ :]

Hehe.. Show u guys a video..
"Wonder Girls" H1N1 song~ haha.. Enjoy!

Omg!!...

2009-06-21T23:19:00.002+08:00

Tml working lee... OMG....
Is at that ward.......
Why cant we join the guys?
Since that ward is big...
Hmmmm...

haix... Hope EVERYTHING will be okay.....
:(
God Bless me...... 拜托拜托。。。

On this day(190609).. I left the comfortable working zone of mine..

2009-06-20T02:08:00.003+08:00

Hmm..Today is my last day of attachment in ward 12.. haha..I really really love there. Love the people there.. For every every little thing that they show us...and all the laughter and fun moments that they gave.. They made these 4 weeks seems like 4 days..^^

Today, I gt afternn shift.
When we were abt to left, we were like.. hugging most of the staffs.. haha... ^^
All of them are so cute...:P
hm.... I really felt that I am being cherished there..
At least they 'll appreciate..
Not like ward x... We help them but all we get is nothing.but complains..
I hope i can go back there again...
One of the best ward ever.

haha... More things happenned today.. Care to knw?
Read on..
Today, I was really playing arnd.. lol
Laughing like mad ppl during break with Candy they all..All going crazy..
hahaha! Becos of Muhaimin 's words...:X
(I shallnt say..)...Long story..
They make fun of it..
haha..
and it sound so wrong..
kuku ..."Ah bisshh!"
haha..
but.. Since i mad a mistake that shock muhaimin..lol..
Then we 're fair..:p
hahaha..
And somemore I keep wacking ppl..
I bet must be passed down by Gazalli..
lol
CoNtAgIoUs~~
O_O
haha...
and.. I get to knw quite a few things today..
Hmmm..
Once i thot this someone is a playboy..Who play arnd with relationship..
and i thot that he never take one relationship seriously..
But now,
I understand him a bit better..
He is nt this kind of ppl..
Hm..
Caring though..haha..:P
It's nt like wat other ppl say..
So.. As the saying goes, "Don't judge a bk by its cover."
It's quite true.
Who knws.. Maybe one who look innocent may be a flirty guy......
hmmm...
I hope nxt wk can quickily pass..
Pls............
and hope the staff there can be better.....
Which is... FAT HOPE.......

I miss Ward 12....................................................................................:(

I dunno what to say

2009-06-17T16:30:00.002+08:00

All I knw is.. I am tired..
And annoyed today...
1stly, Today one of the staff ask me to go over to her team to help her translate,
and in the end, she do most of it HERSELF.
Meaning, some she dint ask.. And when I tell her that what she prechart is wrong, she keep saying "I knw I knw"
But she nvr do anything abt it..
She does the admission in a very ' Bo chap' Manner..
Then I was like thinking, wat for she ask me? Might as well she do herself..
Anything wrong is NONE OF MY BUSINESS.!
Dun like her.. Attitude also... Help her never even say THANKS. Just tell me i can go.
Bastard lorh....No no no.. Shld be, "Bitch lor!"
Haix..
Then Secondly.. Like most of my attachment friends, u guys shld knw.. what happen between me and the pallative nurse.
She is a nuisance..
My character is, U don't disturb me, I wont disturb u.
But, For her, People never disturb her she disturb other ppl..
Scold ppl for nothing...
As if she is the sister!
If she is a sister, I would never want to work in her ward~!
Sucker...
She so attitude and fierce can be a pallative nurse..
Patient will more likely to die under Heart attack bah!..:p
Hmmm.. The third,
Is the ambulance incident..
Is the same patient as the one that caused me to get scolding by the Pallative Nurse..
He also la...
The relative want to follow the patient to go mah..
What can we do?

Haix...
What to do......
I am just a useless, stupid Student nurse.. Hmm.....:[

Sorry ya.. I used some crude words.:]

I hate to cry.

2009-06-09T23:23:00.004+08:00

Hmmm.. I just saw this T.V Documentary show at 10.30..
They talk abt hospice and how these particular person overcome the fear of death..
They knw that they are dying...So, they fulfill their wish and.. Left peacefully..
When is at the last part of the show, the reporter says that 2 of them pass away weeks after they had done what they always wanted to..
When it's at this part,
My tears keep welling up in my eyes...
All in my mind was nothing but aunty Zorah...
She really left a very very great impact on my mind.. Until now, the teddy bear is still on the table of my room..
I cant imagine.. If she never appear in my life.. When i am having 1.1, what will I be of now?
Will I be still... In this course?
I'll never know.
But, I am really glad that someone was motivating me throughout the journey of nursing..
The journey is still going on. Who knows, what i will experience... Will it be motivating or de-motivating?:]

Anyway, I really really miss her..
Really..

GIMMIE A BREAK..

2009-06-09T01:25:00.002+08:00

Haix... attachment is really a chaos... For me..
So many things are making me moody...
haix...
I really hope i can quickily end all this on a happier tone.
but.. When can I?
and... Can i meet my target? With such a limited time...
:(
I don't know.. I really don't know..

Let Pictures Do The Saying..

2009-06-06T18:48:00.005+08:00

This is what i did when i am having break on Friday(05.06.09)
Haha.. The root beer looks so cuteee with the bubbles on top..
haha..
I knw I knw..
I am lame...:P

U seee.... My caterpillar was like this few days ago...
and yesterday, when I take a look again,
it become....
....
....

The other one is hiding beneath the camera..
lol...
It became sooo green...!
Wooo... Does that means that it will be evolving into a Butterfly soon?:D
haha...
Anticipating... =]

Why is the intervals between buses getting LONGER?

2009-06-06T01:07:00.004+08:00

Arrrggg...I am going to nag like an old lady now...So, if cannt tahan, Ignore me...
Today I am afternn shift...I reach the bus interchange at 12pm,
I waited and waited...
Until the queue getting longer and longer like never before,
Still, the bus is nt here...
At arnd 12.17, then the bus here.. and 10 mins before that, my friend already reach
dover mrt busstop waiting for that damn bus..
She nvr see any bus also..
So, I wonder.. where is bus forteen?
Last time is 5-7 mins intervals..
Now, Issit because of school holiday then they increase the intervals?
Is like..
we waited for so loongg lor...
Grrrrr.......

I really hope there wont be such thing again.. Cos, it is really fustrating..

Haix....

Ok... Phewwwww................ Ventilated..

:P

Tml going out with Yizhen....... :]
Shopping Spree........
and also, to shop for QY's b'dae prez..
Hmmm....
Quite tired......
Hope i can rest.....Soon..

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Haix... Loads of things to say.....
Loads Loads Loads...
but i dunno how to pen it down...
Whenever i got something bothering me, i really want to seek advise from someone..
But,
Who 's willing to be that 'someone' of me?
and.. I dun want to add on problems for my friends.
It's like... Everyone is having their own problem..

At this point in time...,
When i share HAPPINESS with my friends,
it DOUBLE.
When i share PROBLEMS with my friends,
it either REMAIN THE SAME, DOUBLE, or rarely, it DIVIDES INTO HALVES..

I NEEED TOOOO......

2009-06-02T22:02:00.002+08:00

VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!VENTILATE!
I really really really really wants to ventilate.. If I had a chance to do so. I will.
But, I really don't know how..
It's like..
All the problems I had, is all in my mind.. I want to put aside and focus.. But, i can't seem to do so..
There are so many things that i keep prompting myself for..
Until.. I totally lost my soul in my world of wonders..
I am nowadays.. So forgetful.. and always blur..I dun wan.. I just cant focus...
What can I do?...
:(

Look what my mum found!! :D

2009-06-01T17:38:00.004+08:00

Wachaa... lol.. Today, after work, i am seriously tired.. I went home, shower, so on......
My mum show me something...Which is....
This...
...
...
...

Tadaaa..... Caterpillar!!! On one of the lime plant that my mum planted outside my house....
Ewww.... Can u imagine.. This 2 fellow has been eating my mum's belove plant.. :/
Hmmm.. Naughty Naughty... Now, mummy decided to keep it in a bottle and see what it will be when it grow up.. O__O
Is this a punishment for the caterpillar or a reward...? o_O

Free Lodging
Free Food
Free from predators outside..

Eh! This kind of privileged where to find siol!!
lol... Good for these caterpillar...

Anyway, back to me...
I really dun like monday.. Cos I 'll have Monday Bluess...
and sickening engh, i dun enjoy working in the new ward.. For today..
Cos it's bored...

我并不想要对他们有什么偏见。。
可是，他们每次都会用自己的语言说话。。
而且，我根本没有和我说同样语言的人。。
我不介意和他们工做，毕竟，我也有很多跟他们一样的朋友。。
可是。我那些朋友和他们不一样的是，他们至少会顾虑到身边人的感受。。
不会忘我的和他的朋友说共同的语言。
我在旁边的时候也把我当透明人，我不知道是我太敏感还是真的。。
当他们没把我放在眼里的时候，我有种感觉是他们在说我。。 Hmmm...
应该是我太敏感了吧。。我有什么好说的。。哈哈哈。。
我现在。。。好累好累。。。

Ok la.. I going for a short nap... :] bye~~~

Is it worth it..

2009-05-31T00:33:00.002+08:00

I spent so many hours on this Damn Case study.. What if, in the end, i still get nothing?
What if i still get a D grade?
Is all these sacrifice worth it?
Even if I get nothing at all..
What if I get the same grade with those who never even put in 100% effort?
I dun think i would be able to take it lying down..

Damn Case study
Damn Pathophysiology
Damn Care plan...
It sux..

Anybody interested to buy PSP?

2009-05-29T01:35:00.005+08:00

I am selling my psp... :(
haix...
Anyone interested? Price can be negociate. :]
If interested, ask me for more details. :]

Thanks. :]

Sorry guys... My previous post is just rubbish..

2009-05-25T22:53:00.001+08:00

Haix.. Just dun bother abt what I type previously..
I myself read already also feel like sleeping... **Yawnnn***...

haix... I hope i can go back to my old cubicle.. I hate the front cubicle.... :/

My day at the ward... :(

2009-05-25T17:58:00.005+08:00

Please note... No offense. I just want to say want i want now. In another words, I am now.. Nagggiinnnnggg!!
So, those who dun like nagging or u re just nt in the mood to listen, just exit from my blog okay? :] Thanks for coming ya... :]

Alrightx... I 'll start my " nagging session " now. Starting from 6.05PM. :]
Ready, Get set, Gooooooo!

Hmm.. This moring I am still quite happy that i am in the morning shift.. Cos at least I'll be able to catch some skills in the morning shift... I didnt even think of who 's working with me in the morning.. I hop on the bus, as usual, pathetically little ppl went on board with me.. (Cos it's at the bus interchange..) The moment i am on the bus, I focus on the sad songs playing in my ipod and started daydreaming.. Until the moment I saw Mxxxxx and Hxxxxxx boarding the bus a dover... Some thoughts went through my brain and i told myself, " Once you reach the hospital, put down ur bags in the staff room and go n see who's working with u today.. ^^"

I reached.. Me and those whom i met in the bus dint chat at all until we reached the ward.. anyway, I do as according to what I was telling myself to do.. I scan thru the names.. and I thought.."Hmmm.. At least Nxxxx will be arnd with me... So, be glad man! " haha..

However, things didnt turn out this way..

Nxxxxx dint turned up.. She's nt feeling well... Haix.. Frankly speaking, I was totally dissapointed..
nt becos i was alone,is bcause, i will be left out in a group with ppl toking the same language..
and i understand none of their language.This is what I thought at the beginning. but.. after all.. I have break with them and we had a fun time toking abt our 2.1 in campus hahaha...:D

Break time came very fast...
That's because I am busy...

I went for break for arnd 30 mins.. Cos i dun want to delay their break time..
When i am back, the others went.. They went for more than 1 hour...
I take care for them.. Until they come back late... :/
They come back already also never help me lorh... ]:
haix...
Sianz..

Haix.. Like wat Candy say... 习惯就好。。。。。。。。。
Nvm. I must jia you!!try to complete all my critical..!
and also.. i must buck up on my case study!! I am quite scared that i cannt 赶上。。(◓__◓)
haix.... Everyone!!加油！！:]

When it's time to let go, let it go.

2009-05-23T17:55:00.004+08:00

Hmmm..I got loadsss to say, but i dunno how to start.. Anyway, i'll tok about why that's my heading first..

Today, I went for replacement for my attachment. Once i walk pass the cubicle, one by one, I saw new faces and of course some familiar faces... But, someone caught my eyes..

The person that caught my eyes is a pretty young lady, without any facial expression... she is lying on the bed motionlessly, and with loads of restraints.. I am just.. curious abt what happened to her...

Nt sure is it my luck or it's being arranged... I gt the cubicle that the gal is in. :]
When passing report, the staff also made an extra effort to tell us what happened.. She was only 17 yrs old.. she was being refered to my hospital because she is having schizophrenia...
From what the family members says, her condition starts to get worst on tue... whatever it is, she became this way all becos of her boyfriend...cos.. she just break with the bf..

In my opinion, since u already to take up the challenge of having a relationship, u shld know how to let it go when it's time... It's hard.. but, 人算不如天算。。u will nvr knw.. When it will reach a point that..the relationship is over..

I think ... She take it too harsh on herself.. She is really a chio bu...

hahaha..

haix... Somemore to be updated.. I am napping soon.. I am really tired... :]

::Continue:: 23/5 9.59pm

Hmmmm... That gal is really lucky and blessed... Cos, when she need someone by her side, her brothers and parents are arnd her... While I followed the staff down to send pt for some scaning, the gal's mum cried for upteen times... and ... I can really see that her parents love her loads....
So sweet sia...

After working in the ward for so long, i think, we can really differentiate between kinship that are fake and real by how the relatives interacts with the patient.. :]
haha.. Of course.. As for now, to me, I think, nobody will love u more than ur family members.
No matter what has become of u, they will still be by your side and love u unconditionally...
So.. cherish when u can..

I found this on the website!!Those who want to lose weight, Check it out!:D

2009-05-21T23:17:00.003+08:00

There’s a common dieting myth that if you drink a glass of water before you eat you will feel fuller for longer.

But guess what.. it is a MYTH.
When we drink a glass of water with our meal our stomach is able to sieve the water from the solids passing quickly from our intestines into the stomach. However, when we combine the water and food in a soup this sieving is prevented and ensures that the water and the nutrients from the food stay together, homogenized, thus entering the intestine at the same time.Because of the increased volume of the water and solid combined the food stays in our stomach for longer, activating our satiety signals and delaying emptying, which, according to the scientists, can reduce our hunger by up to a quarter.So from now on what you can do is have soup i.e take our veggies and meat and grind them all together and reduce our hunger pangs. Thus stop binging.

hmmm.. I am nt sure if it's true..:] Try it if u like to.. Better than just drinking plain water when dieting rite?! hahaha...

First day in ward xxxx...

2009-05-18T20:58:00.002+08:00

I am really tired.. and i dun enjoy working in this ward also.. The staff are nt very nice... :[ haix..
Today teacher say we cannt go A&E Dept.. and also, our remaining KKH posting will MAYBE be replace in Yr 2.2......:( Maybe only... haix.. The skills cannt sign... Sad.....

and today is definitely not the day for me...

Being scolded crazy for nothing...That B****.. :(

How am i going to survive without candy and Xue li... :'(

haixxx.....

Sian...

...

All That I can do is to accept.. :(

Hmmm....

YunFang!!! 加油!!!

Yeahhh.... I am going back to attachment...:]

2009-05-17T15:03:00.003+08:00

Yiipeeee.... I am going back to attachment.. :] Finally...
Going back to attachment means that my holidays will come to an end.... .....

Me and Russell!! [>.<]

During the holidays, I have been hanging out with friends, family, and it's the time for me to be alone... :] This holiday I spend most of the time with my mum.. Cos, she's jobless now, and she's a full-time housewife. I feel glad and.. worried for her.. Firstly, I am glad because, she can finally rest at home and do whatever she wants.. worried because, her money income is lesser... and yet the expenses is high.. Getting money from daddy is hard.. Cos daddy dint earn alot of money..
Sometimes, ~~i gt the impulse to get back all the money that i lend my friends..~~ But..I knw, they gt their own problems..So, i never do so... I fork out some money for mummy.. she dint accept all... haix... whatever it is.. She is trying real hard to find another job... I wish~~i wish~~ that she can find her desire job. (^__^) I also hope that H1N1 wont affect my attachment again.. Pray pray pray... Hahaha...
Ok la........Good luck everyone!!~ Enjoy your attachment. :]
Take care ahhhh~ :D

"Yunfang!!! So late le... Why u havnt sleep?!!!

2009-05-17T02:46:00.004+08:00

Haixxxx.... I cant sleeep... :(
I dunno why....
I dun feel like sleeping...hmmm...
Mummy havnt find a job..and when i start work she will be alone at home again...:(
She shld hang out with her friends....
hmmm....
I hope she wont keep herself at home so much... I rather she go out with friends until late late...
dun bother abt the family so much..... Sooo.. She can relax also...
Haix..All becos of money
Money Money Money....
So 烦...
Everything also need money...
If dun need money...Then mummy and daddy dun need to work so hard lahx..... :]
haix..
Nvm...
I must try to earn more $money$!!

Why they want to abort the baby... :(

2009-05-15T21:11:00.009+08:00

Hmmmm.. My second post today... Just because, I read some news... and i seriously think tat... Some ppl are heartless.... read here, http://www.catholicnewsagency.com/new.php?n=15962
They now let ppl abort the child just becos the gender is nt of their choice..How can they do this.. They gt the right to come into this world.. But before they could do so, ppl kill them to satisify themselves....
So many ppl out there wants to have a baby but they can't.. Those who have baby don't want the baby.. 人类是很难满足的动物。。。

They shouldn't even decide whether to abort according to a child's sex lorh! @#$%^&*(~*

haix... What is becoming of this world... :(

Went out today...

2009-05-15T20:33:00.004+08:00

Hahahaha... I went out with YZ today... haix... Go out @ 4 plus.. !! Wait for YZ at Jurong East.. For almost an hour.. T___T haha.. Nvm.. At least she bought her things... :]

hahahaha.... Tired sia...... :(

hmmm... My eyes hurts.. Dunno y.. For quite a few days le.... :[

I hope that i can faster recover... Pray hard that it's nt any "big big pimples"....( dunno what it is called...:P) cos i going to start work le........Faster recover!!! haix.... My stupid body gt so many prob...Like what daddy always say, 女人病一打堆。。。:p

Bored bored bored.............@ home is bored.... :(

Tml I 'll go out.Myself.. :P wahahaha...

Ok la.... :] that 's all... ...Take cares~~ :]

Flying kiss for you.. *Muack** :p Just Joking...haha..

Thanks for reading.. hohoho..

This is lame.... =.=''

2009-05-14T19:56:00.004+08:00

Wat happened is... ...
Today out of boredom, I went to this blog whereby Josephine is the 忠实 FANS.... ;]
(P.S. Josephine n YW shld knw who I am talking abt...)
I went... As per normal, i read her blog, and after that, I noticed something with " * "
and I saw the heading, which, in short, ppl with a " * " at the side of their name is wat...I saw my name as, READ ONLY WHEN FREE...
haha.. First time i saw this type of classification.... =.='' haha... Anyway, everybody has gt their way of blogging.. This is an eye opener for me... :P haha...

Have a look guys...:] C what classification u re under.. :p

Anyone interested in watching?:]

2009-05-14T01:08:00.003+08:00

Anyone want to watch Angels and Demons? It's going to be out on May 14!!!! ^^

I want to watch........>.<>

Hope someone can accompany me....haix....

If no one is interested, i'll have to watch alone then... :]

I have already watched Da Vinci code by the same author... So, I bet this will be another great movie!:D

Haha... Hope to watch this soon....>.<

Anyone interested?:]

I am back.. After so long...

2009-05-12T19:40:00.002+08:00

I am finally back!~~ Lol.. Sorry for nt updating.. :]

I am really happy today... :]

This morning, at 0913 , my teacher called me and tell me that I can go back to attachment nxt week...!Yeahhhh!! I am really happy...:] Tell u the truth, I am still sleeping at that time.. lol... I see the phone number calling and I pretend to be awake..

Lol.. Luckily she never realise that i am sleeping... :P

Hmmm.. After so long, finally i can go attachment as per normal..

and i told my mum, This is the very first time in my life that I am actually dying to go back to school..haha..

Anyway, After that call, I went immediately back to my 'Lala-land'... ZzzZzzZzZZzz...

and only woke up by 1230.. cos my ah yi came to buy something.. :] Then my mum show her arnd. :] hehe..

Whatever it is, I cant wait to go back to attachment immediately......... :P

K la.. Shall end here. :]

Take care!! :]

BByyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeess:]

I am being taught alot of things..

2009-04-15T21:34:00.005+08:00

Here in IMH.. I found what they called.. " unlimited care & concern"
They are all very very nice staffs.. Really. Especially the sister. At first, I thot she is someone who are very materialistic, maybe, she became a sister for $$. ( Sorry to say that... But, there are some out there, who re like this..)
Until today, then, my impression of her totally changed. :]
Cos, Today, at arnd 1 plus, Mdm Q is here, in my ward, cos she want to bring us to another rm for meeting..to discuss on celebration for Nxt fri. :]
Then, Sister shared with us something abt our moral values..
She says, Nowadays teenagers(nt all of them..) are more rebellious, Stubborn, and, often talk back to parents..and, they have never think back and reflect on what they do..
Becos, There's one Female pt, in another ward blaming her mum.. Becos, her father was dead when she was born, and recently, her uncle came to her and told her that he is her Father.
She was shock and she found it hard to believe that it's true.. So, she start blaming her mum for all these that happened and went into depression.
When the sister make round in her ward, she heard this and she approach the lady..
She told her, "Who are u to blame ur mum for all these that had happened? She brought u up unconditionally, and went thru so much to bring u into this world. If she dun want u, from the start, when u were born, she could have throw u down into the rubbish chute.! she brought u up, and take care of u,and this is how u repay her."
The patient take all her words.. She reflected..
The next day.. The patient actually thank her for these and she was now, oh her way to recovery. :]
So., in short... She told us alot more things... and.. She told us,

God has gt every thing arranged. God brings u into the game of life and has given u the chance of being a nurse. Being a nurse is really a noble job. U could have become the patient.. Instead, God gave u this role, so.. We must take the job seriously, and also, do it with conscious. God has got everything arranged.

Even though she said this... I am still really unsure..Unsure of whether.. This job is for me..
Cos.. I dun think I am born to be a nurse.. :]

I just couldnt stop wondering... Cos...
Most of my father's friend 's daughter or son are married, or at least having a stable job..
I know that he is envious of them..
Cos i once heard my father talked on the phone with his friend.. and i heard his saying, "U are soo good.. At least u have got ur son with a stable job.. Mine... Still long way to go.. She is now studying.. haha..." He keep laughing bitterly.. I still havent tell him that i am working once i grad from ITE.. haha.. I think he will be dissapointed.. Cos he wants me to take up nursing in poly...at least study a few more years.. I doubt so...I can't make it. :] haix.. I dunno....haha..

Anyway, Take care... :] AND!!
YUNFANG!! Take care of Yourself!! U going KKH.. Cannt fall sick.! :D

Although world is full of sufferings.It's also full of "overcoming with it."
- From "Abandone" By Anya Peters.

Woow! This phrase reminds me of... hahaha..

2009-04-12T20:47:00.002+08:00

Histrionic personality
=attention seekers-manipulators - Tends to exaggerate relationships-"everyone loves me"
When I saw this... It remind me of someone... Whahaha... I think.. Some of u shld knw... Who i am implying on.. :p AND!! This is one of the mental disorder... :p
haha.. I just blog to say this.. I am crazy.. Anyway, Hope tml everything turns out fine. :]
GOD BLESS..

Sorry For nt Updating....

2009-03-15T14:09:00.006+08:00

Haix... Sorry for nt updating.... Lazy to blog... :p
and... I wont be blogging this few days bah....
Attachment starts nxt wk.. Then I will have my 3 weeks break~ Yeahhh....
Going Kayaking wif friends... :]
Hope I wont become tan when I came back.. lol...
During holidays... Outing!! Shopping!! Buffeetttt!!!! Yum yum yum... :p
ok la...
Dunno what else to say.. :]
Have fun~~~~~~ :D

:]
:]

Saddness :(

2009-03-03T19:54:00.003+08:00

Wooooshh... Today I cry too much... Exhausted.. Haix...
Because...
Today the first period is Geron..
and this teacher make us sit in a circle and share people/object that we lost and how we feel and stuffs like that... :]
When I am hearing what others say, I really cry...T___T
The others also cry... haix...
The crying session... It's really very sad to hear other ppl's story... I mean, those who lost their love ones... When we experience b4.. we can understand.. and it really really really hurts to hear someone else talking abt all these.. I think.. I cant control... Cos.. At the beginning, the video already make me break down..a little.. Not tat bad..
When it comes to the sharing part.. I cannt take it..
When it's my turn... I totally break down..
Break down to the extend that i cannt carry on talking.. Really...
Cos at that point in time, Loads of image comes into my mind..

The time that I spent together with my God father...
The laughter that we shared..
The times when we sit down and chat like a family gathering..
The things that he taught me...
and..
The despair that he shown when he is in his bed....
When he breakdown infront of me in the ward, I totally cannt take it.. I really walk out of the ward and cry.. I dun want to let him knw that I cry...
When he pass away, I am the first to knw.. Cos my God brother call me.. and tell me the news... His voice trembling and then he break down....
I really cannt take it...
I was really stunned and...Cant believe what i heard..
Then...He said.. He call me because he cant reach my dad..
At that point, i am really fustrated wif my dad...
Cos.. The person that my God Father want to see most.. Is.. MY DAD...
and.. He nvr accomplish his last wish..
When I finally reach my dad.. He act strong infront of me..
I knw bcos..
After all these that has happened.. My god brother told me..
He act strong.. Then he rush to my god father's house...
When I want to go with him.. My dad forbids..
Cos he dun wan me to be shock..
but i seriously dun mind..
:(
I knew that my dad cried when he reach there and c my god father's body...
Like what i told Yizhen.. He never closes his eyes... :(
Lying there motionless..
Not moving..
Not speaking...
:(
I cant imagine... How i will react when i see this..
I think i will break down...
:(
Anyway... I am really exhausted after crying...
Haix.. Sleepy...

Finally Over!

2009-03-02T20:25:00.002+08:00

Phewww.. The Relative wedding is finally over...
The wedding sux! Wat the...
Sorry guys.. I will be complainning.... :P
Haix.. All of us stay in the kitchen after HER friends arrived at her house...
Oh pls.. In the kitchen u knw.. No Fans, Only a few chairs... Most Of us stand..
Can u imagine?....
It simply sucks to the core...
and... It's a buffet... So... After HER friends taken, then we all go n take.. and.. There's only one thing for sure. BIRDS OF THE SAME KIND FLOCK TOGETHER. They are all inconsiderate.. Nvr even offered us any seats :P ... And also.. We stay in the kitchen.. Hot like a oven already also dun have any fan.. Then They got 2 fans!! TWOOOO! Arggggh....
Sickening.... Somemore we 're like sooooo "占地方" keep on 闪来闪去 argghhh......
I dun want to gooo anymore...lol... :P

Anyway...
It's like... SHE is nt even the main lead...Cos.. We are all focusing on the cat.. Lol.. The cat is cute... :]
I am soo bad.. :P

Hahaha.. Watever it is... FINALLY, it's OVERRR!

Wahahaha...and... to end a note on a happier tone... :]
I am glad that i pass my Bio. :]
I thot i cant make it... Really... :] Phew...
and also..

Not point regretting. Cherish when ur love ones are arnd. :]
God Bless. <3>

Untold..

2009-02-26T20:08:00.004+08:00

Yeshh! I hav finally changed my blogskin... :] Spent quite some time doing it... :]

Today... I took back my PCA paper.. :] Finally.. At least i passed. :]
Now... What I am worried abt is my Biology.. Haix...
I dun think tat I can do well...
:(
Besides that, I have finally finish my PM2 Project!!! Yesh!!
I dun wanna care whether i done well or nt... Phew... Finally can 摆脱 her pestering...She is soooo naggy... :S

Ok...
Now...
Today.. When I came back home, my mum say, one of daddy's friend pass away...
I duuno why...
I just dun feel good...
Cos..
Last night, My lower limbs keep on appearing goosebumps..
and.. I knw something is nt right...because... It's nt the first time my body is behaving in this manner...
So..
I kept my table lamp on..
cos... I gt the feeling that.....
Maybe there's something 'dirty'..
...
I dunno how to spell it out... :(
I can still feel the creep..
Cos...it's nt the first time...
(If u want to knw...Inform me. :] I will tell u...)
haix....
When i tell my dad abt this...
He remain silence...
I dunno whether he believe what i am saying or nt.. But..
I am speaking the truth.
:(

Nvrmind... I will see how it goes...
Tml...
Biology lesson will be on revision...

Yunfang!! 加油！！Try Your Best!!

Freaking tired...Or rather... I am Lazy....

2009-02-23T20:14:00.002+08:00

I feel like changing the blogskin... But I am too lazy.... Gosh...
Haix...
Watever it is...
I dunno how to describe my feelings now...
Cos... too many things happened...

Things that seems real is actually fake..
Things that seems fake is actually real...

It's really... Irony... :/
Dunno wat else to say...
Haix...
This saturday sux... :(

I am soooo tired...

2009-02-16T18:39:00.004+08:00

haix.. Finally reach home & had my shower.. :) Shhiokk... :P Haix.. I am really tired...
I am really 烦 now... This saturday gt Bio Remedial... and after that gt the stupid wedding..
Sickening... I Gt bio test nxt monday sia!! Then need to go for the wedding.. The wedding is quite sudden... and I dunno wat to wear... I have to attend the wedding of someone who is my relative, but, i RARELY see her. I only see her once in my life. During that very first time, she give me the attitude that makes me hate her. She walk out of the room, she saw all of the relatives, and she dint even bother to say "hi" when i smile at her, she give me the very "dao" look... Wat the hell lorh...
Sickening...
I dun really wish to attend her wedding dinner..
It seems like...When she need the relative then she invite lorh...:( My mum say.. "We go becos we re the relatives.. So.. Just enjoy ourselves... :] " SO.... I need to go... [Enjoy?....]
WAT TO WEAR?.... Argh....
Mafan...
=___=.....

I will dig my closet for something that is ok... :(
Hope there is... Cos i dun want to waste my money on this... :P
I very bad sia... haix...
Sian...

Ok....Let's nt talk abt her.. Spoil my mood.. :P
Yeah....
PCA cls is over... But.. More challenge awaits...
:(((
Soo tiring..
Haix..
God bless me...
hahahaha...
and now...
i will play or relax 1st...
hehe....

:)
C ya...................

UPDATE!!(@ 8.30pm)
I just realized that the wedding is nt this wk!!! Yessssh! :D

:( Moody..

2009-02-14T21:34:00.003+08:00

Y ppl gets moody easily....

haix... I am really scared sometimes... I dun understand why..

mummy seems to b changing...

She became more... emotional..

To the extend that... I can no longer understand what she is thinking..

Maybe it will take some time for her to cool down?...

After Jacky left, she's really upset...

Anyway,
I will love her. No Matter wat. :]

and....

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY~

I wan to quickily earn money.. I want to let my parent have no worries over money...

Update My blog~

2009-01-30T18:01:00.003+08:00

Hihi~~ I am back to blogging... Too bz... lol....

To Shisi:

This is russel..lol.. and...

This is Jacky~ haha...

Russel is a new comer...:] Hehe...

and.... Dun really feel like updating my blog often.. cos.. nt free... :]

haha... ok...

Now I am bz.. :] will update on weekend. :]

C ya~~

I am such a failure..

2009-01-22T00:34:00.002+08:00

Wahahah.. I finally update.. I might b unable to update often... Cos i am tied down by exams and projects...
This wk...
For goodness sake... Haix.. I am really worried.. I dunno what others will think of me on Friday... I dun want them to think that I am the one that cause them to have no reward from Mdm Lam... >.<
What the others will think?....
Nthing good comes from me... What have I become of? Someone who cant take challenges...?
If that's the case, ~~I might as well withdraw frm the course...~~ I cant imagine...
I/V phase test coming... I wanna pass... I dun want to fail anymore....
I DUN WANT.

and... If I really let "her" spot on... I will be a TOTAL failure.
I dun want to let her look down on me. Just like wat JC say...
I wanna prove them wrong...But... is it possible.....?

and... I am really down on my luck man! Did i step on any dog's poo poo?.... Why an I so unlucky?... One more problem will be grp wrk... Yvonne gave me wat "that person" do for our project work.. and... God damn it.. It's nt even relavant.... She gave all those rubbish to us... I think... She expect me and Josephine to do the work for her... Oh pls.. Yeah.. We will do for her...but,with a price that she have to pay.. :(
The info that she gave Yvonne's grp is also nt really relavant...What have all of us done to deserve this... If she dun like our grp, then dun join. She shldn't join and backstab us.. We helped her sooo much.. Even though we are not in really gd terms now.. But we still help.. This Is how she repay us back?.......Then. I rather she dun repay us.

wahaha.. She dun deserve me to be stress abt.( am I consoling myself?...) =.=
anyway.. Pls... I wannnnnnnnnnnt toooooooo PASSSS!

Finally [Updated]..

2009-01-12T19:38:00.003+08:00

I am finnaaaalllly free to update..
Haix... But, it wont be a long post....Cos i am going for my dinner soon...
So..!I will say the main point...
Haix... Basically, Nthing much... Sch life is BUSY BUSY BUSSYYY!
Loads of projects.. and... there are a lot of upcoming test... haix...
Means.. No Life, No Fun, No Slack....
Siannnz...
I want to eat now.. Hungry..
Before I end my post... I would like to say...

I really dun wan Superglue to follow the 5 of us.... She making me lose appitite and annoyed...
Cannt reject her also... soooo annoying....She only treat us like spare-tyre.. When in need then come along.. When dun nid, then abandone us... Just like during PCA practical..We treat her gd, doesnt mean she'll treat us gd... If she gt malay friends, i dun mind if she just go with them... at least I will have a peace off my mind... :x

I am addicted..

2009-01-02T00:46:00.003+08:00

I am addicted to Korean Drama~~!(and some Japanese Dramas..hahaha...)
I just watch Koizora again...

Touching movie... :] End up crying... haha...But i dint cry as much as the 1st tym.. :]It's really a fantastic show.. hehe.....

Nothing better to say... :X

So........ Good night......:]

PREPARE FOR THE COUNTDOWN TODDAAAY!!

2008-12-31T14:52:00.004+08:00

Yeahhh..
Tml will be 2009 !!!
So fast...One yr just passed...lol..

Sooooooo... Guys....... Have fun~~ o(^ ___ ^)=O

2009 is coming~~

2008-12-30T18:03:00.004+08:00

Woow... 20o9 is coming~!!Wahaha... in 1 day's time.

Of course... When 2009 is coming, my dad's b'dae is coming.. hehe..

Today, I went out wif Yz to Jurong Pt..

and, she rtn me my crayon shin chan CD and I pass her the "wife biscuit" that she asked me to buy.. hehe.. and she "reward" me wif her hand-made chocolate cake!! >.< Yummy~~ Really really thanks.

hehe...

And, i bought my dad a purse.. :] hehe.. Quite expensive.. but, worth it.

I hope he will cherish the gift...

I really dun want the b*tch give any prez to my dad.. I hate her.. hate her for clinging onto my dad..

U may say tat I am very selfish,

but.. if that person give something to my dad, i think.. my mum will start dwelling on this matter again.. i dun want that to happen..

Anyway, I will leave that to fate.. If she really want to give anything to my dad, i cant do anything either.. hahaha.. right? :]

But.. i believe, my parent 's relationship will be able to withstand all the test that god gave... :]

Hehe..

Lalalala... I have gt nthing to say now... hehe.. Sch starting nxt wk.. :( haix.... studying again.....

Must work hard... 加油!!

o(^____^)O

I am back..(For quite long..:P)

2008-12-28T21:03:00.002+08:00

I am back frm genting.. hehe.. sorry guys...Now then i update...Cos.. I am too tired... and also, after the genting trip, my dad dun nid to go to work for 2 days, which is friday and saturday. Soooo, we went shoping together with my god brother~ haha.. Have quite some fun in Genting...But, seriously, last day sucks!all becos of that OL.. Irritating bit*h...
Gt husband already still flirt with my dad.. and also, when women gets jealous easily, it's another problem...So... GUYS!Please get a wife who dun get jealous easily!Pls... and also, guys shld stay devoted to ur wife once u re married. if nt ready, dun get married. :l haix... I am tired... Erm... Recently, nthing much... Just slack slack and slack..haha... Now i can rest more.. if nt, when sch reopen, cannt slack like this liao..lol...haix... anyway, God Bless.. I will upload some pics to show uuu... :] hehe... Take care. :]

2008-12-22T19:18:00.003+08:00

Yeahhh.... Sorry guys, I'll be away for 3 days.. :D I am off to Genting. :]

I'll be back on Thursday. :] hehe... C u guys soon. :]

P.s. Hope it will be an enjoyable trip. :]

Finally...Here comes my holiday...

2008-12-21T01:12:00.005+08:00

Hi alll~~ I am back.. hehe... Now... I am finally having holiday!~~ ^^ the replacement is over....
Wuhooooo~~ and.... Let me tell u wat happen since Friday...which is ytd.

**LooOooOoonggg and bored Post oh.......if u dun like to read...Dun carry on.. :]

Friday..
Having attachment...Last day of work! Yeeaaahhh!! Everyone's in high spirits...hehe... Me and shafina is in afternn shift.... Veryyy freeeee.. and.... Really nice to be working in a delighted mood. :D
However... I am nt having a very good luck...
I recieve a msg from my god brother... He says, "CALL ME WHEN U RE FREE." (somemore in capital letter...)
I was quite shock... Cos at that tym when i recieve this msg, I am still having attachment..and, i am running an errand...Sending pt to another ward.. I was really very nervous abt wat's going to happen.. cos, my "sixth sense" sense tat it's nt something gd... Cos i knw that my mum must have called him regarding my dad having an affair outside..SOooOo... I am very tempted to call back. But i knw i'll hav to w8 till break...When it's finally break, I went in to staff room immediately... then, i made a call to my Godbrother. While talking on the phne, some things that he told me made me cried... I cant stop..no matter hw hard i try...My friend was quite shock.. and halfway through the staff(Shikin) came in and told me that i havnt do para for Bed 1.. which has got hrly para.. T______T She saw me crying.. haha... embarassing...She tot I am stress.. hahaha... and then, Jimmy and Henry came back after buying food... and they saw me crying also... haha.. wat the.. Embarassing x2... They kept quiet...buy Henry ask shafina wat happen.. (cos she is beside me..)... she also dunno...cos i havnt say anything to her... :) and she is really a gd friend... cos,if she ask, i will cry even more...... :] Then, they bth keep quiet and went out.. I dint eat anything... I just stay inside and take a drink... after I cool down, i went out... Continue wrking.... Henry ask me to cheer up...^^ cos it's my last day...really nice of him..Thanks alot... :] and...jimmy... this boy... keep looking at me... =_=*'' I knw i am ugly larh... but dunnid to keep looking at me rite..Haix...
Then... I ask him y he look at me, he say... 8-)

"我要撞你!!“

Then he 撞我... =.=lll wat the....haix... dunno wat he thinking...So sudden....
and then... I try to b bz... :] try to forgt emo-ness. :]
I kept everything emo somewhere in my mind 1st...and try to let other things overcome that feeling.. like..Laughter, playfulness, sillyness, and make myself forget all this... I do changing diaper with shikin...and i told her wat has happened.. cos she thot i cry because i am stress and she joke with the staff abt this.. hehe.. to make me cheer up abit... then... she apologize for joking..with a shock look...haha.. cos it's my family prob tat make me cry..nt stress... :p haha.. i told her i dun mind... I really dun mind.. cos every family gt their own problem.. :] then... nthing much happen after changing diaper... hang arnd.. play arnd... Then play here and there...play play play... abit lar... haha...but. it's fun~ hahahah...
when it's FINALLY 9pm! FINALLY.... Cos... time really passs very very slow... hehe.. when i walk out of the staff rm, Jimmy shock me.. and i sprain my neck.. hahahah...ok lah... now ok. '◡' haha...Play play play......... :p
While walking out of hospital... Shafina was super happy... haha... Cos it feels good to b having holiday.
:]
and!! I took cab home with Xue Li.. :p Lazy to take bus.. hahahah...

And.. i think i am too straight forward on friday.. :p.. Cos i dun want the other party to feel bad and still go along with me.. i will feel guilty..... :(
So... sorry...if i offended u....:]

Really Really Thanks for those who cheer me up.. :] Thankx...
:]

As for today...
Nthing much.. went out with my parents and godbrother....
Buy loads of clothes....to prepare for trip to genting... hehe... :]
That's all.. nthing much.. :]

Dear friends...... If u wanna knw more, u can ask me.. :] Regarding anything.. :]

Wahaahaaaahaaaa....

2008-12-16T16:41:00.005+08:00

I Passed!! Yeaah!!
Finally..I knw the results...and.. teacher's mood nt so bad... Hehe...and most of us passed! hee...i havnt get to knw if anyone fail... No news = Good news.. :D Yeahh... i can work happily tml~~ ^^ and also, tml, thurs, fri teacher wont be arnd... heheheh... stress-free!!

Yeah... Nthing much to add now...hehehe..

God blessed...:]

First Day Of replacement... T___T

2008-12-15T16:40:00.002+08:00

Arggghhhhhh!!! I am having my replacement today..... Sooo sian... while others are having their holidays... I am super duper worried abt my attachment results... I am worried... I heard from Mdm Tan that there are 7 ppl who fail their attachment in this cohort...5 from SGH... goodness.... making me scared.... Those hospital has got good students and there are 5 who.... what abt us...
argh......... I shall stp thinking negatively... I pray hard pray hard pray hard pray hard that I can pass...pls... I pray.......
Tml I will knw my results... :( I am scared.....
Feel like crying.... Somemore teacher say... we got ~~3/4 failure~~.... *Touchwood!* ... i hope all of us can pass.
...
Talking about results.... I heard that by this/nxt wk, I can knw my "O" level results... Nervous..
Dunno if it's true or nt... I now.. has gt no mood for these....... I am much more worried abt my attachment...

Plllleeeeeaaaaaasssssssseeeeeeeee........

Stress...

2008-12-11T17:50:00.004+08:00

hahaha... Tml will be the last day at St Luke... Finally... I need a break.. I hope teacher can stop asking us questions... I knw it's for our own good... But it makes us stress when we cant answer...

As for our attachment at St Luke, It's fun and enjoyable!! All the "ah ma" and "ah gong" is soooo cute.! Kawaii neh!! ^___^

Wahaha... I think... I willl put christmas song on my blog... Since christmas is cuming~~ hehe...
Shall stop here. :] C ya soooonn.

TIRING DAY INDEED....

2008-12-09T17:52:00.002+08:00

Today is my first day in St Luke.. I love that place... But.... There isnt alot of stuff for us to do.....
haha... Just chit chat, mop the floor, clean the plate, and we need to complete the qns that Mdm Tan gave us... haha... Tired.... and today I am damn forgetful...I forgt abt my name tag... T___T get scolding....
Aiyo...
I very forgettful................. I just put the name tag in my bag. I dun want to forget.

hehe...Tonight must check... I dun want to miss anything.
Hope everything turn out well for tml...

haix...
My mum nt feeling well.... I cook the rice for her... She now resting.. Later i help her to cook some dishes... :] cos i dunno the recipes..haha...........

I will help her. Btwn, Last night my mum saw the msg that dad recieve... It's frm another women... The msg says, " Are u ok? Why u nvr pick up my call recently? Pls don't leave me alone..." When I saw this, I was totally.... Dumbfounded.....I dunno how to react...... I saw her eyes filled with tears... Yet she swallow all her tears back... I knw she will be having insomnia last night...
cos this is something tat she wont't want to discover...
I felt really angry last night.......
I feel like replying the women's msg and scold her(that women) a bi*ch...
How can she... Destroy other ppl's family....... :(

Anyway, I m sleepy now......
& mum woke up. I am going to help her. :] Bye~~~~~~~~~~

I am BACK to Bllooooggggggeeeeeeerrrrr~

2008-12-07T13:15:00.008+08:00

Hi all~~~~ I am back to blogger.. Hahaha... Cos I livejournal is really troublesome...I cant adapt to the "life" there... Haha... Anyway, Blogger is much more better......

So.... Let me talk about wat has happened recently... Nxt week I will be going to the Rehab centre......FInally...

and, I will be going to the clementi one.. yessh! Very excited.....Cos it's near to my hse.... Nt very near.. But at least nearer than the hospital...............Lol.. Watever it is, I am very content with wat I am having now...

I really hope that school holiday can quickily start.. So that I can have my shopping, playing, resting, watching movies, blah blah............ Cos... I really cant rest properly now... With the fact that I am still having my attachment... :( Back to the topic. So, I am going to enjoy life at the rehab then.... Will I be able to enjoy?... haha... That will be unknown until the day that I went... hehe...

Sorry all.......I changed my blog again....... Thanks for reading.. :]

I am back~~~

2008-12-01T18:32:00.002+08:00

I am back to using BLOGGGERRR...

After using soooo many days of LiveJournal, I finally understand why "Blogger" as compared to "LiveJournal" rank higher........ Haix... Stupid LiveJournal......Always gt error....

So... I better be good and stay put at Blogger....

Tml is the day..

2008-10-12T15:45:00.003+08:00

GOING BACK FOR ATTACHMENT TOMORROW!!....:(

I dun wan to go,but, I still hav to accept the truth.........Attachment is here......
Meeting Candy tml to go attachment together.. ^__^
Since we gt the same shift(afternn)....Hehee...
So.......
All The Best for those who re going tml.!!
加油！！！
Go Go Fighting!!!
Hahaha...
Good Luck to all of u... And myself.. :]

....

2008-10-08T17:55:00.002+08:00

What me and my parents are afraid of has happened...
My Albert Uncle is gone....
He has gone to heaven.......
Leaving his wife and children with memories of him...
He strive hard...and earn money for his children...
No matter how hard his job is, becos of his children, he continue to work hard...
Now... All of us are griefing..
I have lost a uncle.. My parents have lost a friend....
I dun wan.......
When his son call me to tell me the news.... i am stunned..
I cant contact my dad since i knw this..
My uncle s' son tried calling...but in vain..dunno where he gone to...

I had enough of troubles recently....
Why he leave us at this time?...
why...

No time for other things.

2008-10-07T19:07:00.003+08:00

Haix....
watever it is....
I must start to focus mainly on my upcoming examinations now.
I have gt no time for other activities.
and... I have realised that, friendship doesnt come to me as easy as A-B-C.
It doesnt mean that how much i put into it, will be appreciated.
So far as i knw, for me is this way... Even if I treat my friend wholeheartedly,
i wont get to be treated this way in return.
One mistake kills. Just like how doctors and nurses works. Maybe a small medical error can cause death. there goes his/her job. A life lost, and a job lost.hahaha...

As long as the bonding is strong, there shld b no problem. If the bonding is still weak, a small blow can end the relationship. :]
I hope all of us can be friends forever. :]
God bless. c",)

Alrighttt! I 'll have to focus on my studies.
Wahaha.... I LOVE CHEM/PHYSICS~ (@@trying to hypnotize myself...@@)

Jesse Macartney

2008-10-05T12:29:00.002+08:00

Beautiful Soul
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
[you're beautiful soul... Yeah]
You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c'mon let's try

[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Am I crazy for wanting you?
Baby do you think you could want me too?
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do?
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your soulI don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Oh... Oh...
Yeah... Yeah...
Oh... Yeah.
your beautiful soul
Yeah...

I am stupid today...

2008-10-05T02:16:00.003+08:00

I am sooo Stupid today...I shldnt ask her that qn...
I think... I shld do some reflection.
God damn it....
I just saw the blog....
I am nt keen in tat area...
I am just asking...
haix.......
I am also stupid engh..
Different ways of saying, have different meanings... Am I right?
so... I use the wrong way. :(

Yeah!! Daddy's back!

2008-10-01T00:14:00.002+08:00

DADDY 'S CUMING BACK TML!! :] YEAH! LALALALA~~

My new song for the blog...

2008-09-26T21:33:00.004+08:00

Wahaha...I change the song again...... :P

the previous one I am sick of it... :p... hahaha...Sorry guys...... I very 善变..

hahaha.....

Seriously.....This song is better.......

hehe......

Hope u guys like it. :]

Nowadays I keep looking for songs that are sang by ppl who are nt so well-known..

lol....

Hope u guys like it.

Here are the lyrics... ...

**WEAK IN THE KNEES**

Would you mind if I pretended we were somewhere else,

doing something we wanted to,

'Cause all this living makes me wanna do,

is die because I can't live with you,

and you don't even care.

Would you mind if I pretended I was someone else,

with courage in love and war.

I use to think that's what I was,

but now this lying hurts too much,

and I don't know what for.

I'm weak in the knees for you,

but I'll stand if you want me to.

My legs are strong and I'll move on,

but Honey I'm weak, in the knees.

ooooh,ooooohhh,

Would you mind if I walked over and I kissed your face,

infront of all your friends.

Would you mind if I got drunk and said,

I wanna take you home to bed,

Oh would you change your mind?

I'm weak in the knees for you,

but I'll stand if you want me to.

My legs are strong, and I'll move on,

but hunny I'm weak,

in the knees,

for you

Ooooh for you,

Ooooh for you

I'm weak in the knees for you,

but I'll stand if you want me to.

Oooohhhh

My legs are strong and I'll move on,

honey I'm weak in the knees

I'm weak in the knees for you,

But I'll stand if you want me to.

My legs are strong and I'll move on,

But honey I'm weak

Ooooh,

Hunny I'm weak,

Oooohh,

Ooooh for you,

Ooooh for you....

I ❤ My Life.

I changed my blog!!

Really not a nice day for me.

Hardship.. :(

FINALLY THIS TEDIOUS WEEK HAS PASSED!

What's my future?..

Money matters.

Pronounciation

Graduation.

Waiting

I am looking for this book.

Pain

Sleepless

♥ Mummy

Wonder...

Daydream

Alone.

Those Three Words.

Baking time.

Mistakes

Changes and Surprises

Attachment mates gathering. :D 281209

My mind is in a whirl

I know i shouldn't be feeling this way...

Finally. My dad is not mad at me anymore.

Friends Or Foe

First day of attachment.

Attachment starts Tomorrow~!

Counting Down to attachment.

Finally..Holiday coming to an end.

Thoughts. :]

HoT HoT HoT...

Vexed.

期待

Sleepy... Why?..

Wonders...

The world has changed..

Tiring and Beneficial day...

Wow.. 另眼相看..

My first week in school. 2.2.

Time Fliesss...

Caterpillar turned into a Butterfly..

Being a female is troublesome..

I feel so unfair

Suspect of H1N1..... haha.. Not me larh..:p *Touchwood*

Omg!!...

On this day(190609).. I left the comfortable working zone of mine..

I dunno what to say

I hate to cry.

GIMMIE A BREAK..

Let Pictures Do The Saying..

Why is the intervals between buses getting LONGER?

I NEEED TOOOO......

Look what my mum found!! :D

Is it worth it..

Anybody interested to buy PSP?

Sorry guys... My previous post is just rubbish..

My day at the ward... :(

When it's time to let go, let it go.

I found this on the website!!Those who want to lose weight, Check it out!:D

First day in ward xxxx...

Yeahhh.... I am going back to attachment...:]

"Yunfang!!! So late le... Why u havnt sleep?!!!

Why they want to abort the baby... :(

Went out today...

This is lame.... =.=''

Anyone interested in watching?:]

I am back.. After so long...

I am being taught alot of things..

Woow! This phrase reminds me of... hahaha..

Sorry For nt Updating....

Saddness :(

Finally Over!

Untold..

Freaking tired...Or rather... I am Lazy....

I am soooo tired...

:( Moody..

Update My blog~

I am such a failure..

Finally *[Updated]*..

Suspect of H1N1..... haha.. Not me larh..:p Touchwood

Finally [Updated]..